I am a writer. If there was one thing in the world that I am, it would be a Writer.

I have wanted to write books ever since I was 10 years old. That is 8 long years of a simple dreaming.

But 2 days ago, it sort of became a reality.

I mean, yeah okay, I've written things and put them online, but to be perfectly honest, only a handful of my work has ever been finished.

2 days ago, I started a book. I started writing one. I have done this in the past, but those projects were never completed. And I plan on finishing this one. I have to. I have a really goo feeling about this.

In the past, I did actually start writing some where I had this same feeling, and I knew that I would be able to finish it. I felt that if i did finish it, it would be published.

I still feel that way, but you see, I never finished it. I always procrastinated working on it, and it just never got done.

Granted, back then i was like 14 or 15, and it wasn't the best time to start something major like that. My grades were slipping and nights at home was like gorilla warfare. Anytime I brought up this idea for my book, I would just get a "look". You know that look that adults gave children when they didn't really expect much of them, or didn't believe them, but they would sugarcoat their words.

"Of course you are writing a book. You've been writing one for years."

"Of course you'll finish this one. It'll get published in no time. In the meantime, you should go work on your homework."

"Of course it's important but it isn't bringing any money home. Work on it later."

I believe that if go back to working on that one project again, I will definitely finish it, because my stretched feeling of nonexistent accomplishment is still with me whenever I think about it.

But I digress.

This project. This book I'm working on. I will finish it. And it will be my start. And many people will read it. And then they will know my name.

I'm saying all of this here because I've got these restless feelings that if I don't tell someone, or get all of my excitement out somehow, I will implode.

I'm doing it here because really, this is the only place where have kept up with my blogs and or journals. It's amazing. I feel kind of proud of myself.

I hope that someone will read this, and have faith in me. Have faith in my book.

Please. I need it.

DUDES!


What is UP?


Happy July 4th (MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 25th HURRAY FOR TURNING 18!!!!)


I haven't been on in such a log time. Or well, actually, I was on here a few days ago, but I didn't do anything except favorite a few things, but whatever.


Have you guys ever heard of iCarly? It's this pretty cool show on nickolodeon about this girl named Carly that does a webshow with her two friends Freddie and Sam. Um. I'm not gonna explain it. If you wanna see it, turn on your tv's!


Anyways, I've recently become obsessed with Freddie and Sam as a show pairing (in which case I'm sure the show is leaning towards it becoming a canon pairing ). They even have a couple name.


Sam + Freddie = SEDDIE!


I Heart Seddie <3


Don't ask me why I am e-journaling about this on DA. I just wanted to share my excitement lol.


....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand because I wanted to complain about how there is a severe lack of iCarly/Seddie stuff on DA. It's sad.


If I could draw, and, you know, figure out how to scan something to the interweb, I would totally make my on webcomic. But I can't. p_q


Whatever. Its all good. I've been looking up iCarly stuff on Fanfiction.net, and suffice to say, there isn't much fanstuff in that department either.


*sigh* Man... that sucks.


Oh well. Looks like I've jumped into another Fandom HUZZAH!

THIS IS IT PEOPLE!


THIS IS MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!


LOLROFLOMGSHSTFUNOWAIRLYLIKEWHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!



XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD



I'm gonna miss everybody that I'm not gonna see in person for the next three months, but now worries! I'll prolly be seein' em next year ( except for Austin and Amanda who just HAAAAAAD to graduate this year. Thanks guys. You left me all alone. WHAT WILL I DO WITHOUT YOU!?!?!?!?!?!? WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!! okay, moving on >_>;...)



So yeah...



TO ALL MY PEEPS, IT'S BEEN A BLAST, AND I HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A ROCKIN' SUMMER!






PEACE EASY!

Or, well, not really "The End". More like, the school year is coming to a close, and I couldn't be happier.

But you know, on another note, I have to admit that I'm a little sad at the same time. Only because I have come to absolutely ADORE D.M. and when school ends, I won't be able to use the Adobe Design Premium CS3.

I'm sure I could always just download it from somewhere but my computer at home has a TON of viruses on it, and plus it's a really old model so I doubt that even if I COULD download the program, it might not even work properly.

And you know what? I can't even log into Deviantart at home!

There is just some kind of funky virus or whatever that allows me to go to the website and search and stuff, but I can't log in for whatever reason (this also happens when I try to log into yahoo email)

What am I gonna do?

We've got like less than two weeks of school left, and then summer hits.

This is all so very troublesome.

(tch!)

Well... not really.


GUESS WHAT!?!?


My D.M. (digital manipulation) teacher gave us a new project to work on for the last few days of school.


TOTALLY COOL RIGHT!?!


Yeah, we have to take a picture of ourselves in like some superhero pose or something (he said we had to be INTERACTIVE. tch. whatever THAT means) and then we have to digitally alter stuff to make it look like we are superheroes!


We can't copy powers from superheroes already out there, you know, or well, if we do, we have to make it SUBTLE and put our own spin on it.


I was thinking i would do something like, breathe underwater ( i could overlay my body with a fish to make it look like i have fish scales! COOL! ...and kinda gross.... But still pretty cool!) or maybe create energy blasts with my hands...


I don't know. I'm leaning more toward the energy blast thing, but you know, it would be harder than the underwater thing..


hvfdshjbsdfkjdfsjkb!


WHATEVER. I JUST KNOW THAT I AM DEFINITELY GIVING MYSELF SUPER STRENGTH!


I have always wanted super strength for some reason..


Some people respect the good deeds of suerheroes, but EVERYONE respects the power.


You know?


Totally!



I AM SOOOOOO INTO THIS! CHA!